This is the 8th mother's day without you and seems like the worst. How can this pain feel so raw? I miss you so much. I can't stop crying. I wish I could have you back for another day or a week, there's so much I want to talk to you about. I always miss you more when I'm unwell and today is the 4th day in a row I have a really bad migraine. My painkillers aren't working and I feel like my head could explode anytime. Nothing and no one soothes me like your presence used to. I feel so overwhelmed and helpless. I take some comfort in believing you are at peace and no longer suffering. Praying my pain will soon pass.